I am you
When I flinch, and
The narrow, inciting glimpse of
What I really think marquees along my cheekbones
Just below allegiance because
I know now, my emulsions
Keyed to
You are another person
Your face
mangled, colored by
Someone else's audience
Each crease
straining to drink yourself in
And when they ebb
You wane
But not this time
Instead,
You stand, drenched
In a fountain of bitters,
Your lips
Having been dipped to
and bruised by the ink of
Your tar
Together, bared
Your sins
On display for us, but
I am blind to them, stricken
By just you
And you are insulted, injured
And I am disallowed
To see, as
I am you,
And you can't
Fear of falling in too deep
To possibly climb out
Encircle in a silver wire
Girding off past route
Tripping into subterrain
Oblivious intent
Sight and light all fade to black
Hellish vision, bent
Clutch at useless floor debris
Calcium, brittle, cracked
Desperate grasps at concertine
Despite the pain it wracked
Caught and tangled up in blades
Teased over the void
Thoughtless care brought to the edge
By thinking to avoid
Let me tell you a story.
Once upon a time a little child prayed to God. He liked the stuff God made, so he asked if he could make God's stuff too. God told him no. The little child tried to anyway, and he did, and this made God angry, but God loves the little children, so God instead gave the child a sandbox.
The little child was to keep all of the stuff he made in the sandbox, but the little child would spill the sand, and the army men, and their guns, and their bombs, and their blood, and their families everywhere outside the box and into the world. The things got all over everyone outside the box, and this made God angry, but God loves a
You did it again, putting the words in my mouth
Feeding me something ridiculously inedible
And calling it my recipe
And I thought it was your cookware breaking
(and it had just broken again)
But my stomach turned sour and rejected it
And you are clueless as to why
I vomited up the meal like
I'd just eaten rotten gruel
So I gave you more of my words
Better-seasoned, but
But now my breath stinks of that awful mess
You made of your words
Viscous, dripping, whipped around
All the sins lay bared on ground
Lashed unto the weakened plane
Inundate and drown the pain
Empty acts of felt intent
Permeate the fractured, bent
Absolution knows no pill
Madness bulged against the seal
Kindness wrung to static pause
Silence in spades
Terror given birth to claws
Justify the blades
Monstrous acts of mind and maw
Begging red for sin
Love accused by treason law
Ravaged for a win
Killer calls out from the void
Mercy to inspire
Demure devil now toxoid
In the Trash Empire
All the flails and scales and tales
Offered to the light
Lashing out at demons pales
To finding out you're right
Carved and crushed and chiseled form
Canis Lupus holds her storm
Fixed behind redundant cells
Loudest pain and deepest hell
Variant and varicose
Bash against the comatose
Hammer, blade, and needle lied
On respite from the other side
Feral fear of flight or fall
Hating what was once forestall
Tremble from the baying call
Boulder rams the alloy wall
Slowly snuff a black-hole sun
Feathered beings, two-to-one
Subtle breach with every prayer
"Help us take her from its glare"
It's hour 38 of crushing another weakness
Starving the ants beneath my skin
I'm switched off
While you levy another pound of vengeance.
This time it was a song off someone's phone
Nobody needs to know they're playing a trojan
You find another backdoor
It's always the same
Ringing, screeching, claws
Your ears are always closed
And you're screaming again
Lech,
Knave.
I scrape it up, counting all my debts
Seeing where I went wrong and
Exactly why I should pay for your portal
And no matter what justice I help you fabricate
It doesn't balance out and my scales break.
Here you are again
with your army of sympathy and material
Cramming your syru
I want to smash your heart to dust
And make it whole again
I want to take your limbs apart
And make you whole again
I want to hide your favorite thing
And bring it back again
I want to leave you scared and lost
And bring you back again
I want to swallow all your joy
And throw it up again
I want to clip your prideful wings
And throw you up again
I want to tip you past the edge
And don't let go, and then
I want to ask you what I get
And don't get to, again
Terra firma, scattered dry
Flapping petals, beating fast
From a wasteland, flee and fly
Hydro-trial, second class
Floating through the power rot
Expedition judged a sin
Acid hurled and bullets shot
Watchmen miss their mark
again
Against the axe, against the blade
Against the underside of boots
Against the barren river clay
Against the stone, dictamnus roots
I am you
When I flinch, and
The narrow, inciting glimpse of
What I really think marquees along my cheekbones
Just below allegiance because
I know now, my emulsions
Keyed to
You are another person
Your face
mangled, colored by
Someone else's audience
Each crease
straining to drink yourself in
And when they ebb
You wane
But not this time
Instead,
You stand, drenched
In a fountain of bitters,
Your lips
Having been dipped to
and bruised by the ink of
Your tar
Together, bared
Your sins
On display for us, but
I am blind to them, stricken
By just you
And you are insulted, injured
And I am disallowed
To see, as
I am you,
And you can't
Fear of falling in too deep
To possibly climb out
Encircle in a silver wire
Girding off past route
Tripping into subterrain
Oblivious intent
Sight and light all fade to black
Hellish vision, bent
Clutch at useless floor debris
Calcium, brittle, cracked
Desperate grasps at concertine
Despite the pain it wracked
Caught and tangled up in blades
Teased over the void
Thoughtless care brought to the edge
By thinking to avoid
Let me tell you a story.
Once upon a time a little child prayed to God. He liked the stuff God made, so he asked if he could make God's stuff too. God told him no. The little child tried to anyway, and he did, and this made God angry, but God loves the little children, so God instead gave the child a sandbox.
The little child was to keep all of the stuff he made in the sandbox, but the little child would spill the sand, and the army men, and their guns, and their bombs, and their blood, and their families everywhere outside the box and into the world. The things got all over everyone outside the box, and this made God angry, but God loves a
You did it again, putting the words in my mouth
Feeding me something ridiculously inedible
And calling it my recipe
And I thought it was your cookware breaking
(and it had just broken again)
But my stomach turned sour and rejected it
And you are clueless as to why
I vomited up the meal like
I'd just eaten rotten gruel
So I gave you more of my words
Better-seasoned, but
But now my breath stinks of that awful mess
You made of your words
Viscous, dripping, whipped around
All the sins lay bared on ground
Lashed unto the weakened plane
Inundate and drown the pain
Empty acts of felt intent
Permeate the fractured, bent
Absolution knows no pill
Madness bulged against the seal
Kindness wrung to static pause
Silence in spades
Terror given birth to claws
Justify the blades
Monstrous acts of mind and maw
Begging red for sin
Love accused by treason law
Ravaged for a win
Killer calls out from the void
Mercy to inspire
Demure devil now toxoid
In the Trash Empire
All the flails and scales and tales
Offered to the light
Lashing out at demons pales
To finding out you're right
Carved and crushed and chiseled form
Canis Lupus holds her storm
Fixed behind redundant cells
Loudest pain and deepest hell
Variant and varicose
Bash against the comatose
Hammer, blade, and needle lied
On respite from the other side
Feral fear of flight or fall
Hating what was once forestall
Tremble from the baying call
Boulder rams the alloy wall
Slowly snuff a black-hole sun
Feathered beings, two-to-one
Subtle breach with every prayer
"Help us take her from its glare"
It's hour 38 of crushing another weakness
Starving the ants beneath my skin
I'm switched off
While you levy another pound of vengeance.
This time it was a song off someone's phone
Nobody needs to know they're playing a trojan
You find another backdoor
It's always the same
Ringing, screeching, claws
Your ears are always closed
And you're screaming again
Lech,
Knave.
I scrape it up, counting all my debts
Seeing where I went wrong and
Exactly why I should pay for your portal
And no matter what justice I help you fabricate
It doesn't balance out and my scales break.
Here you are again
with your army of sympathy and material
Cramming your syru
I want to smash your heart to dust
And make it whole again
I want to take your limbs apart
And make you whole again
I want to hide your favorite thing
And bring it back again
I want to leave you scared and lost
And bring you back again
I want to swallow all your joy
And throw it up again
I want to clip your prideful wings
And throw you up again
I want to tip you past the edge
And don't let go, and then
I want to ask you what I get
And don't get to, again
Terra firma, scattered dry
Flapping petals, beating fast
From a wasteland, flee and fly
Hydro-trial, second class
Floating through the power rot
Expedition judged a sin
Acid hurled and bullets shot
Watchmen miss their mark
again
Against the axe, against the blade
Against the underside of boots
Against the barren river clay
Against the stone, dictamnus roots
The Girl Without a Name by HoshisamaValmor, literature
Literature
The Girl Without a Name
You look at people from your past
You may not think about them much
But when you do, there's a sense of recollection
And a sense of imagination
About how they must be like after so much
So it feels wrong
When the recollection and imagination
Meet the wrong turn and there's nothing there
When you realize the expectation
Has no reality anywhere
Now the little girl waving
Is faceless and fading
Now the happy song playing
Is crushing and numbing
And now the little girl recollected
is nameless and missing.
Tonight I had a dream of Fall.
I was falling down the ceiling,
down with a feeling,
the light seemed so blue.
The emotion that broke
had posed much nothing to evoke.
The one left contra his odd thoughts
prayed to shadow lords.
Tonight I had a dream of Fall.
Thou were there, no doubt
and crying, aloud
and thy whisper were full of wrath.
Thanatos like silk
mourned for his twin’s lost Selene,
sipping poppies’ milk
he knew their sins part them from heaven.
Tonight I had a dream of Fall
with thou imprisoned, crying for
a saviour to answer thy call,
though none shall ever pass through the door.
Thou asked me in pain
to tailor for t
Sheets of sleet
on a stop sign,
black ice burning
the blacktop
as I barreled through
the blizzard -
blazing by
passersby,
trying to reach
your heart.
My metaphorical misfortune,
mirroring your
mistake.
You just
stand on the curb
watching my
flaming wreck
And then you turn and
walk away.
…
I guess
rolling over
trying to reach you
is different than
rolling over
for you.
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It's sad that in all my years at dA, THIS would be my first journal entry.
I don't care if it's difficult to plagiarize my poetry, or if my poetry's even worth stealing, or if it would be protected completely by the admins in any situation. If this doesn't stop, I'm gone, and I openly and actively encourage anyone who reads this post to do the same: Find an alternative art website that *will* protect your art.
I understand that for those of us not purchasing points and memberships and whatnot, this site is generally a free service. To which I say:
<3 I don't like to do that. You wrote this poem the way you wanted it. Just because it does not look aesthetically pleasing to me or because if I wrote it I would've patterned it out differently doesn't mean I'm right. Art is subjective but objectively speaking, I think art should be for the artist, and that means looking and saying and conveying to the artist their intent.
And if someone relates or they feel something else but it touches them then that's beautiful.